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Richard, King of Windor ([personal profile] ledbythewind) wrote2020-06-27 10:47 pm

APPOINTMENTS POST

This post can be used to thread with or get in contact with Richard at any point when he doesn't have a post up! Just comment here (please use the format [Action, June 24th], [Voice, March 5th], etc. to make it clear when the thread is taking place and what type of thread it is) for a thread with him; if it's a continuation of another thread or post, please link that so I remember the context of the thread.

GO NUTS.
i_am_not_cute: ((dragon kid) don't look at me like that)

[Action, May 12]

[personal profile] i_am_not_cute 2012-05-27 10:43 pm (UTC)(link)
[She's starting to come to now. Although she's feeling pretty weak, the presence of someone beside her compels her to at least check who it is. So Pao-Lin opens her eyes halfway and glances up a little.]

...R-Richard...?
i_am_not_cute: (shit where am i going to hide the body?)

[Action, May 12]

[personal profile] i_am_not_cute 2012-05-30 07:58 pm (UTC)(link)
[Nala's magic is helping with the odd creakiness in her bones and slight nausea scrambling her brain and stomach, but it doesn't do anything for the haze blanketing her memories of the past few weeks. It's like she's watching silent actors put on a play behind a set of curtains: she can make out general gestures through their backlit silhouettes, but she can't put faces to the terrible scenes she's witnessing. And given what she can suss out…she's not sure she wants to.

But just as Pao-Lin is about to ask Richard if he knows what happened, the curtains open and unleash the full force of her monstrous memories. Her words drown with the visions, and all she can do at the moment is clasp her hands to her mouth, eyes wide with shock.]
i_am_not_cute: ((dragon kid) can't believe my eyes)

[Action, May 12]

[personal profile] i_am_not_cute 2012-06-03 06:12 am (UTC)(link)
[She shakes her head. It takes another few seconds before she loosens her hands enough to mumble:]

D-do you know someone named K-Kotetsu? Or Barnaby? [Gulp.] Do you know if th-they're okay?

[She's pretty sure Barnaby isn't, but Kotetsu, Kotetsu -- ]
i_am_not_cute: (awww do i have to)

[Action, May 12]

[personal profile] i_am_not_cute 2012-06-03 06:19 am (UTC)(link)
[At this, Pao-Lin visibly relaxes. She hadn't killed him. That's one less death on her soul. Doesn't excuse Barnaby or Kazooie, though.]

D-did he...say anything about me...? ["About what I did to him and his partner?"]
i_am_not_cute: ((dragon kid) i'm haunted by your world)

[Action, May 12]

[personal profile] i_am_not_cute 2012-06-03 06:31 am (UTC)(link)
[Pao-Lin just nods, not guessing that Richard has some idea of what happened between her and Kotetsu.]

Then, do you know what day it is?
i_am_not_cute: ((dragon kid) i can't run anymore)

[Action, May 12]

[personal profile] i_am_not_cute 2012-06-07 08:52 am (UTC)(link)
[...no. It isn't.

She'd really died back there, then. Died in what seems to her now as only an exceptionally visceral nightmare.

The moment of her demise comes back to her then, but it really is only a moment -- she only sees the flash of light and then...nothing. Any pain or fear was too quick to register. Later, she'll be morbidly thankful for this, but for now she's horrified that things could have been over that quickly. If it weren't for knowing the date, she'd be wondering if it even happened.

Pao-Lin stares blankly at the ground, her hands clutched together in her lap, and lets the fact of her death bleed through her like bitter poison. Faced with the enormity of everything that's transpired, so much so fast, her entire mind is going into lockdown. She's aware that she should be saying something to Richard, like an explanation for her reactions or an apology for distracting him from his day or even a question about some of his comments, but she currently barely has enough presence of mind at the moment to keep herself breathing.]
i_am_not_cute: ((dragon kid) stuck in the naughty corner)

[Action, May 12]

[personal profile] i_am_not_cute 2012-06-14 06:13 am (UTC)(link)
[Finally, Pao-Lin speaks, softly and shamefully.]

I'm sorry...you don't have to stay here with me...
i_am_not_cute: ((dragon kid) they canceled the t&b movie)

[Action, May 12]

[personal profile] i_am_not_cute 2012-06-21 05:06 am (UTC)(link)
[She sniffles and rubs at her eyes, which are starting to burn with tears. She doesn't want to admit it, but she's relieved that he's staying. There's still something about him that reminds her of Nathan in his more serious moments, calm and steady and comforting.]

..th-thanks.

[She glances blankly off to the side, taking in the unexciting view of trees and foliage. So peaceful and innocuous, yet that was exactly where everything had gone to hell...]

...I don't...know what I should do... [What she should do first, anyway. She knows logically that apologies are in order and other things like that, but...]
i_am_not_cute: ((dragon kid) stuck in the naughty corner)

[Action, May 12]

[personal profile] i_am_not_cute 2012-06-26 04:05 am (UTC)(link)
...so Mr. Tiger told you what happened. [Unspoken: What I did.

She needs to know what Richard knows, so she doesn't have to waste tears or energy on retreading old ground.]
i_am_not_cute: ((dragon kid) w-wibble......)

[Action, May 12]

[personal profile] i_am_not_cute 2012-06-27 05:28 am (UTC)(link)
[Pao-Lin's not always the best with reading others' intentions and emotions, so she's not entirely sure what she thinks she's hearing from Richard right now. He sounds neutral enough, yes, but could he just be really good at hiding his contempt for her? Or is this just paranoia bred out of a false self and lingering guilt?]

P-please don't tell anyone...okay?

[She'd been hoping that the knowledge of this utter mess would be limited to just Kotetsu, Barnaby, and Kazooie, but she supposes that with how badly she'd hurt Kotetsu, he would've had to go to the clinic for help and explained what happened.]
i_am_not_cute: (whiiiiine)

[Action, May 12]

[personal profile] i_am_not_cute 2012-06-30 04:38 am (UTC)(link)
D-do you think I should? Tell someone, that is?

[She will tell at least one person, eventually. But right now she just wants to bury all of this and forget it ever happened. Things might not technically be her fault, but she's still at the center of it. She's the reason it all happened.]
i_am_not_cute: (well this fails)

[Action, May 12]

[personal profile] i_am_not_cute 2012-07-08 01:09 am (UTC)(link)
[Pao-Lin lowers her gaze to the ground again, her shoulders hunching as she tries to think about her answer to this question.]

...I don't know. I mean, I g-guess I have to explain to people why I've been gone, but... [She could always just lie about it. She hates the idea of it, but...it might be better in the long run.]
i_am_not_cute: (in the name of misery)

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[personal profile] i_am_not_cute 2012-07-11 08:02 am (UTC)(link)
[Richard's words don't necessarily illuminate Pao-Lin's path for her any better than before. But they give her enough strength to push forward through the darkness.]

O-okay. [She heaves a deep sigh.] I guess I'll figure something out eventually... [Her tone of voice makes it sound like she doesn't really believe that, though.]

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