Richard, King of Windor (
ledbythewind) wrote2020-06-27 10:47 pm
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APPOINTMENTS POST
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GO NUTS.
GO NUTS.
[Action, May 12]
...R-Richard...?
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So you are awake. Welcome back.
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But just as Pao-Lin is about to ask Richard if he knows what happened, the curtains open and unleash the full force of her monstrous memories. Her words drown with the visions, and all she can do at the moment is clasp her hands to her mouth, eyes wide with shock.]
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What's wrong? Where does it hurt?
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D-do you know someone named K-Kotetsu? Or Barnaby? [Gulp.] Do you know if th-they're okay?
[She's pretty sure Barnaby isn't, but Kotetsu, Kotetsu -- ]
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[He's... not going to go into details, in part because he isn't sure that it's his place to be discussing something like that.]
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D-did he...say anything about me...? ["About what I did to him and his partner?"]
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No, and I'm afraid I didn't ask.
[He has a general idea of what happened, but... this is something that needs to be settled between them, without his involvement.]
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Then, do you know what day it is?
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She'd really died back there, then. Died in what seems to her now as only an exceptionally visceral nightmare.
The moment of her demise comes back to her then, but it really is only a moment -- she only sees the flash of light and then...nothing. Any pain or fear was too quick to register. Later, she'll be morbidly thankful for this, but for now she's horrified that things could have been over that quickly. If it weren't for knowing the date, she'd be wondering if it even happened.
Pao-Lin stares blankly at the ground, her hands clutched together in her lap, and lets the fact of her death bleed through her like bitter poison. Faced with the enormity of everything that's transpired, so much so fast, her entire mind is going into lockdown. She's aware that she should be saying something to Richard, like an explanation for her reactions or an apology for distracting him from his day or even a question about some of his comments, but she currently barely has enough presence of mind at the moment to keep herself breathing.]
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She doesn't have to say anything; he understands, and he'll just sit there quietly for as long as she needs to piece things together. She can speak to him whenever she's ready. There's no rush as far as he's concerned.]
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I'm sorry...you don't have to stay here with me...
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I couldn't possibly leave you here all by yourself.
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..th-thanks.
[She glances blankly off to the side, taking in the unexciting view of trees and foliage. So peaceful and innocuous, yet that was exactly where everything had gone to hell...]
...I don't...know what I should do... [What she should do first, anyway. She knows logically that apologies are in order and other things like that, but...]
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... you can worry about that part later. Just focus on your own recovery for now-- after all, you can't exactly make up for anything you've done if you aren't well enough to do so.
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She needs to know what Richard knows, so she doesn't have to waste tears or energy on retreading old ground.]
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[But there's no judgment in his tone. How could there be, when he himself was ready to eliminate humanity in his own world-- would have done so if Asbel and the others hadn't gotten in his way?]
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P-please don't tell anyone...okay?
[She'd been hoping that the knowledge of this utter mess would be limited to just Kotetsu, Barnaby, and Kazooie, but she supposes that with how badly she'd hurt Kotetsu, he would've had to go to the clinic for help and explained what happened.]
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I give you my word. I think this is something that you should explain for yourself, whenever you're ready to do so.
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[She will tell at least one person, eventually. But right now she just wants to bury all of this and forget it ever happened. Things might not technically be her fault, but she's still at the center of it. She's the reason it all happened.]
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[Because, when it comes down to it, this is a decision that only she can make. Pushing her into it would do more harm than good if she isn't ready.]
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...I don't know. I mean, I g-guess I have to explain to people why I've been gone, but... [She could always just lie about it. She hates the idea of it, but...it might be better in the long run.]
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Whatever you choose to do, it should be a choice that you make for yourself, not something that you do because someone else said you should.
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O-okay. [She heaves a deep sigh.] I guess I'll figure something out eventually... [Her tone of voice makes it sound like she doesn't really believe that, though.]
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