APPOINTMENTS POST

[ledbythewind]

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[May 22nd]

[drawnbythesword]

[He slowly opens the door, stepping inside once he does, still shirtless and in the same cotton pants he arrived in. He hadn't bothered to change yet.]

Richard.

[May 22nd]

[ledbythewind]

[Asbel will be able to see Richard's eyes widen as he looks up, surprised by the sight of his best friend. The clothing answers everything, but also brings new fears to the forefront of Richard's mind. Does he remember anything?]

... Asbel?

[And then his expression settles into a subdued smile, quiet and soft and almost sad.]

I suppose I should say 'welcome back.'

[May 22nd]

[drawnbythesword]

[He steps forward towards Richard.]

It's tough to say I'm grateful to be back. But... Thanks.

[May 22nd]

[ledbythewind]

[But Richard makes no move towards Asbel in turn, instead just remaining seated where he is.]

Have you spoken to Cheria yet?

[Because that's what the most important right now.]

[drawnbythesword]

...Yeah. We had an... umm... very close encounter. [Too close.]

[ledbythewind]

A close encounter?

[drawnbythesword]

Yeah... [He doesn't want to spell it out, Richard.]

[ledbythewind]

[Oh, he's got a few ideas already.]

Either way, I'm sure she was glad to see you again.

[... as am I.]

[drawnbythesword]

It's kind of weird to see, considering I just saw you all, but... I'm glad to see the two of you again. I can't imagine being alone in this place.

[ledbythewind]

Alone...

[Richard just closes his eyes for a moment, remembering what things had been like when he WAS here alone, before Asbel and the others had arrived.]

... even if you were, I think you'd be fine. You just learn to cope with it as best you can.

[drawnbythesword]

I'm... not too sure about that. [When he lost everything back home, he kind of reacted poorly to it.]

...But I don't want to think about that. What matters is that we're here together.

[ledbythewind]

[Richard remains silent for some time after Asbel says that, his eyes focused on the floor.]

And we'll stay here together.

[Though he... doesn't sound entirely convinced of this.]

[drawnbythesword]

...I'm sorry, Richard. [He says that sincerely.]

[ledbythewind]

[But Richard doesn't say anything in return. He really does want to believe those words, but after everything he's experienced in Luceti, promises of any sort are becoming less and less convincing to him.]

[drawnbythesword]

[That's fine if Richard doesn't say anything, because Asbel will keep right on talking.]

I know I promised I'd always be here for you, but... To be honest, that's not something I can promise. I don't have any control over the future; no one does.

...All I can promise is that I'll always be your friend, and as your friend, I'll do whatever's in my power to support you.

[ledbythewind]

... no matter what happens, we will always be friends.

[He could never forget that vow-- for seven long years, that had been the only thing that had supported him and kept him going. But...]

[drawnbythesword]

Right. That's something that, no matter how much things change around us, will never itself change.

[That's something Asbel truly believes in.]

[ledbythewind]

[Again he's silent, turning his head away from Asbel just slightly. He won't say anything, though, because what is talking about his feelings and how does it work? That's something he's never quite managed to master.]

[drawnbythesword]

[Richard's gone quiet. Did he say something wrong?]

...Richard?

[ledbythewind]

You don't have to feel obligated to keep being my friend if it's too much trouble for you, you know.

[drawnbythesword]

...I'm your friend because I want to be, Richard. There's no obligation or anything like that.

[ledbythewind]

[Richard closes his eyes for a moment and inhales, then lets it out slowly.]

I just... I can't stop being afraid that one day you'll change your mind.

[drawnbythesword]

I don't think that'll happen, Richard.

[He gives Richard a smile.]

I don't change my mind once I've decided on something. [He's heard that enough times to know he can't really argue against it.]

[ledbythewind]

[That smile reassures him a little, enough to return a tiny smile of his own.]

I know-- I know these are problems that I have to deal with myself. I only wish I knew how.

[Or if it's even possible for him.]

[drawnbythesword]

Even if they are problems you have to deal with yourself... That doesn't mean we can't support you while you do it, right? [He just wishes he knew how to tell Richard how to do it.]