[And again Richard pulls away, not looking Isamu in the eyes. What he feels for Naoki is still very much there, but in the other's absence, when he didn't think he'd ever see him again, the feelings for Isamu have grown as well, and he feels sick because this is exactly the situation that got him into trouble in the first place.]
I doubt I'm going to be thinking more clearly than I am now.
[Action, March 9th]
I doubt I'm going to be thinking more clearly than I am now.